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Power of Suffering

Power of Suffering unless we all suffer or experience pain and gain there is no profit, education or joy. Yet, most people when they teach or hear the word suffering or pain to gain the first thing they want to do is hide, ignore or run. Even with the Bible most people do not like reading it for pain to gain or the deep parables, trials, laws or sufferings taught. But pain or suffering like studying, training, mining or trials is where your testimony, treasure or gold is stored.

Have you ever seen or known an athlete to be chosen for the national or Olympics team and never suffered training in pain to gain and become fit, in shape or perform their best?  How about studying for a professional exam without going through the preliminary educational process from Kindergarten to College or University? In the bible all is pain and gain like anything else worth fighting or living for.


Suffering is pain and gain that always leads to a reward.  If you think about it, we were all born into this world through pain and suffering resulting in smiles, joy, failure, pain and reward even for a day or year. Your Mother carried you around for about 40 weeks almost one year. That is a long-time to be carrying anything around in your stomach and then you have to work, breathe and push that grown child out of pain of womb, which is suffering unto joy in action. This is proof pain and gain or suffering is rewarding! Even if it results in loss or termination the TRUTH is you cannot say it did not make you, your marriage or partner stronger.

Most trials, failures, risks and disappointments in life have made us wiser and stronger. Even if we take it negatively and become bitter or angry over time, one will learn unless we exercise pain and gain or forgive and forget we do more damage within. This is probably the reason why we go through or need such tests. This may sound weird but just think, pain and gain or suffering is testimonial PROOF of your faith, focus, belief, trust, mental, spiritual and intellectual mindset. If you say “I Hate Suffering” or “Why does God allow Suffering?” The answer to that is without suffering, how would you or God know who is faithful, loving, responsible, good or evil and can you or God trust what is being said and done? I would go as far as saying most relationships and marriages fail because they are NOT prepared to suffer together even though in marriage they have both vowed before GOD: “For better or worse.” Is God deaf or blind? No.

If a man vows a vow to the Lord, or swears an oath to bind himself by a pledge, he shall not break his word. He shall do according to all that proceeds out of his mouth. – Numbers 30:2

How many times throughout your life have you heard the words: “I Love You” and they still left you for another man or woman or cursed your name or heart to the ground? Yet still you have learned within and grown stronger and wiser to live alone or more secure in a relationship.

Even when YHWH GOD tries you pain and gain like JOB in the Bible beyond your wildest dreams, still count it all JOY. Indeed, it may not look or feel like JOY but watch and see it result in JOY if you relax, sit, chill, humble yourself and give praise to the Creator who has all power in Heaven and Earth and can heal and reward all people and living things. All tests are for reasons of deciding how focus, serious or determined we really are within. I remember due to not attending University until a mature student and not sitting an exam in ten years I failed six exams in my 1st year of university. Yet, I pain and gain, prayed and endured and went on to complete my Degree with Hon’s. What I learned was anyone can past the pain and gain test if they try to understand why they are failing or keep resitting the same tests, failures, trials, results or exams in life.

To be honest, I have always hated tests, exams and questionnaires even to this day. I love to type not write and be as genius and creative as possible. I think and believe limitless!  YHWH GOD has tested, loved and taught me more than any human I have met. I have learned in this life that world intelligence is a myth. The only intelligence worth studying and passing is ‘spiritual‘ biblical lessons of eternal Kingdom life within. [Luke 17:21]

If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. – James 1:5

Do You Teach Your Child or Children God Within?

The biggest deposit of life and treasure is to teach your child about good, love and God within. This is not religious or denominational. This is not merely taking them to a religious or denominational church and hoping the sermon or sermons even after years will make your child wise. In fact, real CHURCH is the Kingdom within [Luke 17:21]. So, if you want to educate and train up your child or teen in the right way NOT of world [1 John 2: 15-17] but of YHWH GOD within, one has to begin with sitting and reading His Word from Genesis to Revelation slowly…with focus and intent on eating every Word like daily bread.

My Mother is a devoted, praying Sabbath keeping Christian Woman. I grew up as child in the Adventist Church. I know what it is like to play football, get selected for the school Team and when matches were playing on Saturday I had to tell the Football Coach: “I cannot play I go to Church” As a Teen every interview I attended I would openly declare: “I don’t work Saturday’s I go to Church” No, don’t feel sorry for me. I have NEVER found it to be a disadvantage. In fact, my resume even today stands strong and has PLC and blue-chip companies to boast of YHWH GOD. I can also testify and say when I rebelled and conducted business on the Sabbath I lost everything. Teach your child that world is futile, weak and temporary and the Kingdom of YHWH within is eternal and generously, supernaturally rewarding.

In conclusion, without pain and gain or suffering how will one know what they or YHWH GOD can do? Yes, pain and gain or suffering is hard, long and oftentimes lonely. Yet it is in those lonely times you get the closest and most of YHWH GOD direct. Not even my Dear Mother who has walked side-by-side with me even into adulthood understands like Mary watching her Son the Christ being hung on the Cross was not death but eternal life for all. In fact, His suffering and our spiritual suffering is guaranteed power over death, world and things of this world.

YHWH GOD has a master plan for each and every one of His Children. If you are not a child of YHWH GOD within you are automatically a child of evil. There are no other choices given unto mankind. I pray and hope that as you endure sufferings of this world you will SMILE at every storm and hold onto the eternal Word, promises and universal love of YHWH GOD within.

In His Service,


Power of Steadfast

Power of Steadfast or steadfastness is a divine, spiritual subject, topic or area often ignored or undesired of people of world, religion or denomination. When last have you heard a lecture, workshop or conference on how to be Steadfast?

Perhaps being steadfast is not an easy subject or topic, as one needs to have prayed and walked how to be steadfast within to powerfully lecture or teach it. I would even go further and suggest being steadfast can NEVER be taught or learned without encountering frequently the Holy Spirit within.

And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. James 1: 4

O YHWH GOD Most High I seek steadfastness in the now! Yes, one has to seek, pray, desire or search after steadfastness. As it is spiritual, heavenly, Christian of Christ and His Hebrew Judaic Kingdom and universal laws within. Indeed, there other folds and believers who are steadfast, but all must eventually come into His universal Word, laws and Kingdom within. This is sovereign unity! By the way the Kingdom is within [Luke 17:21], so I am talking about steadfast of His Kingdom within or inside of us all.

Are you Steadfast for Self, the World or His Kingdom Within?

The above question is one or the other we cannot have both. [1 John 2:15-17] November 2015, I am firmly steadfast about giving EVERY thought, possession, gain, loss, prayer, desire or eternal life over to YHWH GOD within. The dictionary defines steadfast as:

Resolutely or dutifully firm and unwavering: steadfast loyalty

This is a huge commitment or declaration. As one cannot fail to not pay what is being declared as YHWH GOD does not often forget what we pray, say or promise. One has to desire and want to be steadfast to YHWH GOD, His Word, Holy Spirit, universal laws and prophets of old more than anyone or anything of world or even family or friends. I AM has to become your sincere and only desire eternally. If this does not make sense to you it may not be for you, or one day it will make perfect sense.

If a man vows a vow to the Lord, or swears an oath to bind himself by a pledge, he shall NOT break his word. He shall do according to all that proceeds out of his mouth. Numbers 30 :20

In the world, religions or denominations we can often become loyal to varying SYSTEMS that ignore or conflicts with the universal SYSTEM of YHWH GOD our only eternal judge and Creator. From my own experiences it took me a very long-time to realize YHWH GOD actually does not need religions, denominations or governments of world to do anything. If YHWH GOD wanted to preach, talk or even put to death anyone on this planet at anytime HE can do it instantly. Afterall, HE is omnipotent and omnipresent. He knows everything about us even before we act or speak.

The Lord is not slow to fulfill his promise as some count slowness, but is patient toward you,[a] not wishing that any should perish, but that all should reach repentance. 2 Peter 3:9

The above text demonstrates it is HIS desire that we reach repentance why HE patiently slows His promise. In other words, it is US not YHWH GOD who delays or slows…the spiritual process of His Kingdom and blessings. The faster we confess, repent, embrace, practice, trust, love, devout and become faithfully steadfast to His promises and Word the better. No this is not easy but it is worth it! Consider that one is not doing this temporarily one is doing this eternally for an eternal promise of His Kingdom within. So one may as well start now.

In conclusion, I have truly decided for my own life even if it takes walking alone I will live the rest of my days steadfast unto YHWH GOD within. This is NOT something I can claim to have the ability to do without His Will, love and universal power within. It has actually taken over 50 years of walking, failing, rising, submitting, praying, repenting, trusting, doubting, fearing, hearing, rejection, trials, afflictions and loss to say or write the above.

In His Service,


Power of Completeness

Power of Completeness is the ultimate human experience WITHIN most people would pay 1 BILLION to possess if ever it could be purchased. Can you buy completeness? No. Can you achieve completeness? Yes 100%.

Completeness cannot be bought or sold. Completeness can only be deposited, earned, granted, sown, nurtured and ordained of YHWH GOD within of mind, spirit and soul. Completeness is the epitome of spiritual perfection and restoration of I AM within. This is non-denominational, non-religious and non-world. This is Jacobs Ladder completed of mind, spirit and soul by faith, grace, love, hope and your journey, inheritance or calling of YHWH GOD within.

How to achieve Completeness

Completeness comes from the inner-calling and verbal response in action of baptisimal choice to follow YHWH GOD, Christ and His Holy Spirit after many hard trials, afflictions, sufferings, shame, failures, blame and or pain of WORLD. It is likened unto the children of Israel wandering for 40 years through the wilderness praying and hoping to enter into the promise land within and around.

“Remember the word that Moses the servant of the Lord commanded you, saying, ‘The Lord your God is providing you a place of rest and will give you this land.” – Joshua 1:13

Note the singular words “Lord” “God” and “You” as this proves and solidifies power of completeness can only be ordained or supplied of God, the Lord within. This is no ordinary article or post. Such truth or spiritual words cannot be written unless granted, deposited or earned within of His Spirit to spirit. If you do not understand or agree then it is not for you. These are words [only] for Kingdom believers and sufferers who travail daily within seeking flight of world deeper into His Kingdom within. They understand the Promise Land is not of world also:

And he HUMBLED thee, and SUFFERED thee to hunger, and fed thee with manna, which thou knewest not, neither did thy fathers know; that he might make thee know that man doth not live by bread only, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of the LORD doth man live. Deuteronomy 8:3 KJV

If one is thinking that was back then or of old, your lacking understanding of the now as all scripture MUST be respected, learned and walked over time into the now. This is what leads to power of completeness so one can proudly stand as the prophets of old and claim 2 Chronicles 20:20 within.

Spiritual completeness comes with a heavy price. You may have to walk blind, alone, rejected, afflicted, burdened and with great suffering, failure or loss. But count it all joy! For this is just your scripted, predestined and preordained journey from the foundations of world into His Kingdom within. Power of completeness must be exchanged for world and things of the world. That includes flesh, lust, sin, idols, false worship and habits holding you enslaved within away from obedience to YHWH GOD.

I pray that you as I will receive and achieve power of completeness within and around. I am praying and hoping that this shall be the start of power, dominion and His greatness worldwide. If you are reading these words and agree, do not keep silent. Share and spread His truth and light. Also remind others YHWH GOD works daily from within and is calling His peculiar people and chosen generation into His promised land.

Genesis 26: 2-5

The LORD appeared to him and said, “Do not go down to Egypt; stay in the land of which I shall tell you. “Sojourn in this land and I will be with you and bless you, for to you and to your descendants I will give all these lands, and I will establish the oath which I swore to your father Abraham. “I will multiply your descendants as the stars of heaven, and will give your descendants all these lands; and by your descendants all the nations of the earth shall be blessed; because Abraham obeyed Me and kept My charge, My commandments, My statutes and My laws.

If the above is not enough believe:

But when completeness comes, what is in part disappears.

And by this we know that we have come to know him, if we keep his commandments. Whoever says “I know him” but does NOT keep his commandments is a liar, and the truth is not in him, but whoever keeps his word, in him truly the love of God is perfected. By this we may know that we are in him: whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked. 1 John 2: 3-6

In His service,



Blow Ye the Trumpet! End Time!

Blow Ye The Trumpet! End Time! What does “End Time” mean for you? Are you bothered? What if I told you end-time could mean a personal visit of YHWH GOD in the now to end your carnal sins, evil and lusts of this world in preparedness of His Word within?

Imagine, you have spent years planning, educating or studying even building your business or career and then sudden destruction. YHWH GOD permits a series of JOB experiences into your family, business and life and suddenly you are now faced with catastrophes unimaginable to mind. If you think this cannot happen think of Michael Schumacher, seven-time F1 Champion, successful to world who drove F1 cars at speeds unimaginable to most humans, retired and happily went skiing with his family then boom. A freak accident alters his retirement with a now spiritual battle for his recovery and life. There are many more examples in the bible and of the world of living whether or not you attend church, religion or denomination. The point is, trials and afflictions can happen to anyone. We all get afflicted and challenged in many ways some to levels of astonishment.

I believe, Joel in the Bible like many other prophets and books of the Holy Bible exist to fore-warn the world as people to ‘be ready’ even in the ‘holy mountain’ of Zion which to Kingdom believers like the Kingdom of God is within. [Luke 17:21 & Joel 2:1] We must all be watchful and ready, even if we claim to be atheist or an unbeliever of world, as this does NOT halt or alter the trials, afflictions, judgement, consequences of choice, sin, outcome of world or evil.


In the Book of Joel, he was instructed of Spirit to spirit to “Blow Ye the Trumpet in Zion” which I am sure astonished Joel within. Why would YHWH GOD proclaim to Joel via His Holy Spirit to warn leaders and worshippers in His Holy mountain of Zion? A place where believers have sacrificed, battled, struggled through sins, afflictions, trials and disappointments to finally arrive or rest in His Holy Mount Zion within? Joel arguably wrestled with why, who, when and where? In Mount Zion YHWH GOD told Joel to warn the drunkards and wine drinkers! This too is religion and denominations of today! For anyone who does not understand how one gets a revelation from God, it first takes God knowing and trusting you within. It is similar to anyone else testing you to determine whether they can trust you in a dating, marriage or business relationship.  The only difference is YHWH GOD will allow your tests to be of world, sin or evil to prove you are steadfast, obedient, righteous and Holy within.

If you know that he is righteous, you may be sure that everyone who practices righteousness has been born of him. – 1 John 2:29

One is not writing for the unbeliever but those who believe, if this does not make sense to you, perhaps it is not meant to. There are enough links to further read and research. One thing for sure we are all made in the image of YHWH GOD, therefore YHWH GOD can do everything and more what we can do. He is omnipotent, universal and eternal. We are all created with choice of good or evil. Therefore, it is safe to state we are all destined by choice eternally for good or evil. Simply, how we all choose to believe, live and worship images, idols gods or YHWH GOD and the prophets of His Word is freewill choice within.


The Book of Joel is one to be believed by all whether you believe in YHWH GOD or not. There WILL come a time when you will be tested beyond your wildest dreams or human intelligence. This can be of the future or now! Regardless of what you have been taught [even as a Pastor] judgement is now or future. YHWH GOD as He did to Joel or JOB can test us at anytime for good or evil. I pray that you will study and read the Holy Bible and prophetic books of the prophets of past, present and future. May you take the time to build-up a relationship with the Creator of all and you be found faithful, obedient and Holy within.





How to Meditate With God

How to Meditate with God. What if meditation is more important than exercise? It could be argued that Meditation is not only direct connection with God but meditation balances the mind, soul, and spirit reducing or eliminating stress, anxiety and even FEAR within. Meditation is also a combination of:

*Silence – meditation is silence as you are quieting your mind, soul and spirit within

*Solitude – most people fear solitude because they do not want to deal with self, emotions, fear or negative thoughts within

*Prayer – we actually all pray. We pray when we desire or want something to change or come into our lives

*Peace – who does not want peace? Yet, many try to get peace through drugs and alcohol which makes it worse.

*Desire – we all desire change, something or someone in our lives. This is natural and a gift from Creator God.

*Love – what is Love? It is different from sex as sex lasts 1-45 minutes max.

*Submission – there is nothing wrong with submission because one has to submit even to you to serve you within.

*Hope – without hope we have no peace, love or desire within. This too is a universal gift from YHWH God.

Meditation is entry to Peace, Love and Power Within

To powerfully combine and utilize silence, meditation, peace, love and courage within, [producing universal results within and around] one needs  BELIEF. Positive change cannot take place within or around without FAITH + BELIEF. One has to read, desire, pray, hope and believe positively not negatively all good things of God and the universe. Before meditation can benefit anyone like a computer database we need to DELETE all negative thoughts, words, expressions, pain and emotions from our mind, soul and spirit. This helps faith and meditation to be FREE or have less conflicting obstacles within of mind, soul and spirit. Even if you do not believe in God you still have mind, soul and spirit. In fact, it is your mind, soul and spirit that is resisting or in disbelief or turmoil of the Creator YHWH GOD. I encourage you even as a gang member or atheist IF you desire peace and a new way of living within your mind, soul and spirit then practice all of the above. Practice like exercise or an athlete for anything you desire is what gains results.

Meditation will NOT work if you are taking alcohol or drugs. Meditation is  better than weed, blunt, cocaine, alcohol or heroin. Meditation is FREE! Meditation is peace! Meditation is power! Meditation connects you with you and the universe in love. Meditation done correctly with no negative ‘self-talk’ will be the best daily exercise you could ever desire on planet Earth. Meditating with God first takes respect, acknowledgement of the existence, creative power of love, peace and good of God within. To reject God exists is to then rely totally upon world and self. This is fruitless and only breeds negative results and the opposite of all things good, peace and love.

How to Meditate

First, find a quiet place.

Second, quiet your mind, soul and spirit. Think of nothing. Try quietly whispering “God I come, God I bow to you within’ if nothing happens keep repeating as God is universal intelligence and God wants us all to be sincere about our desires, belief and intentions within.

Third, relax!

Fourth, listen with your ears and hear what your soul or within of spirit is saying. If it is negative this is NOT God. For God is love, peace and harmony. Yes, God does speak for himself as we are all created in the image of God. Do NOT expect meditation to work immediately. It will not work until one is relaxed, quiet, submissive and silent within.

Fifth, believe peace, good and love exists. This only encourages positive belief and outcome.

Sixth, Thank God in your quiet whispering mind, soul and spirit.

Seven, after you have meditated say Amen to close and then journal what you have heard and experienced. Again, if it is negative or evil this is what YOU have written on the inside and this is your spiritual homework to begin correcting your ‘self-talk’, then once you have corrected your ‘self-talk’ return to meditating daily for positive results within.

In His service,