YHWH Anger is Love! Please, don’t forget His thoughts are not our thoughts and His ways not our ways, so as strange as you may think it sounds the more angry YHWH is of you or I the bigger and better the love and blessings in store.
I am actually writing this as I am going through this experience and have been going through it over a decade. I am not going to get into details…but all I will say is I got to the point of ‘retirement’ need of nothing and BAM! YHWH got so angry He let all of the demons & devils in HIGH places unleash their attack after attack driving me from one Country to another and still through YHWH I am rejoicing, standing and smiling at the loss, pain and longsuffering because I “know” YHWH shall restore, reward and bless me 100-fold.
No, it was not all smiles, roses and rejoicing for a good five years I could not kneel or pray. I was angry with Creator YHWH Most High. I was angry because I spent day & night in my closet praying from daylight into night and what I thought was promised never happened in the end. I lost all one after the other yet never stopped reading and holding onto His Bible and Holy Word. It was like a whirlwind of fire and everything got tossed, destroyed and burned all around and within daily. Heaven was SILENT – YHWH appeared off-duty or unavailable to my voice or call. Anyone who got too close got burned or destroyed.
I got tested repeatedly beyond anything I had ever thought humanly or spiritually possible! I thought YHWH had definitely got so “Angry” with me He had opened the pits of hell and ordered all demons and devils to attack hourly. Even my closest friends and family would sit and say “What happened? What did you do or someone do to you?” In other words they were politely asking who cursed you? One minute you were blessed as a millionaire next you are down trodden, homeless and broke.
Fast-track forward 15 years…I am still hoping, waiting and trusting YHWH will restore and reward. I now know my ransom has been paid and it is CASH, sacrifice and longsuffering. I also know the ‘fruits of the Spirit‘ is what I had to learn and walk. YHWH never left me nor forsake me I was being tried, prepared and tested OUT OF WORLD into His Kingdom within. ][Luke 17:21] This is MY JUDGEMENT! This is something that no human-being could comprehend or understand not even my Mother who is the closest Christian person and friend. Yes, she has stood the closest with each and every step, but even to this day December 2016 she still does not understand why, how, who, when, where? Still we are both at peace and our mustard seed of faith is enough for us to rest or sleep in peace and hold onto the PLOUGH and not look back daily.
I am adamant that the demons & devils in high places will NEVER EVER destroy or control my mind, heart, soul and spirit. Indeed, they have come close to me throwing in the towel but in that midnight hour YHWH and His Holy Spirit has trained, encouraged, loved, admonished, strengthened and kept me. The rejection, shame, suffering and pain has been unbearable. Many days into years you don’t want to see daylight for fear of battling another day. Yet, now I have so many promises given to me and embedded within me YHWH cannot return His own words unto himself void! He is now teaching me His Anger is His final lesson and Holy Word:
And in that day thou shalt say: ‘I will give thanks unto Thee, O LORD; for though Thou was ANGRY with me, Thine anger is turned away, and Thou comfortest me.- Isaiah 12: 1
The above is proof Jeremiah, JOB, Moses, Jonah and many others experienced the Anger of YHWH. But don’t feel sorry for me or any of the above for:
Yahuwah the Lord disciplines the one He loves, and He chastens everyone He accepts as his son.”- Hebrews 12:6 NIV
There is more to this real-life experience, more than words could ever describe or express. It has taught me to only trust in YHWH Most High, no religion or denomination will help you or stand with you when you go through the valley of the shadow of death or fiery furnace. There will be no choir or group of friends only a few good Samaritans YHWH sends.
I am truly Thankful to YHWH for His Anger…I just learned His Anger exists in November 2016 as I do not recall any sermon in 40 years teaching the Anger of YHWH except Pharoah ‘Let My people Go‘ but this time it was a different anger of YHWH ‘Let My Chastening Work’. You see there are certain things, trials and sacrifices one has to bear or overcome outside of any pew, religion or denomination. Creator YHWH wants to know for sure when the fire burns your mind, heart, soul, spirit and world; and you are left with NOTHING who will be your Creator or god? As for me and my house or temple within I will only serve YHWH, Yahuwah, Yah Most High.
In His Service,