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Who AM I?

Who AM I? This is a question secretly or openly every living person on the face of earth at some point has or will ask themselves within. You may have asked it young, mid-life or old or yet to ask yourself this crucial question. One thing for sure Who Am I? Is no small question or answer. You could be currently rich, poor, able, disabled, employed, unemployed, imprisoned, working-class or famous, when you seriously face the question within, WHO AM I, it will challenge your all. If honest, it makes no difference what you are worth and if asked correctly will force one to think who created you? Who gave you breath, life, mind, soul, spirit and everything good or evil? This is when you should begin to look at the boy, girl, man or woman in the mirror and think for days, months or years deep within. This takes time, its your journey, it warrants some deep reflective thinking and it also requires mental and spiritual strength and devotion to continue the inner-process of mind, soul and spirit to safely conclude Who AM I?

Even YHWH through Yahshua asked Peter: ‘Who do you say I am?’ [Luke 9:20]

How to discover Who AM I?

As stated above it begins with genuine reflective thinking. Grab a sheet of paper and pen then write down:

  1. What do I believe within?
  2. What do I want to believe within?
  3. How has my past affected what I believe?
  4. What will I change of my past to make my future better?
  5. What do I believe of God within?
  6. What part will God play in my present and future?
  7. Have I answered Who AM I? Or do I need Who is He I am?

This is where you sit alone in silence and thought or prayer and search the depths of your mind, soul, life, world and spirit. For some, this may lead to a bookstore, music, Bible, professional therapist, denomination, religion, lake, park or other. Be careful of the road or person you take for whom you choose you grant or invite their opinion and they may not have walked the road[s] you have walked or will walk, so how can they understand? This is why we have a Creator, YHWH GOD who created us all and knows us all. Even as an atheist you can run or refuse to admit the Creator but that does not affect HIS promise:

Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him: and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen. [Revelation 1:7 KJV]

This could be the reason why many people choose to ignore the question WHO AM I? Or they falsely claim I live and do what I want. I am independent. Really? So you own your own breath, life, pump your gas/fuel and you’re in control of how long you live? This is untrue. Every living person on the face of Earth depends on another and also depends on seasons, sun, moon, stars. rain and HIS breath to breathe or eat daily. Have you ever thought without seasons there would be no food in the shops, stores or supermarkets? Farmers rely on good seasonal weather just to plant seeds and harvest their crop so they can supply shops, stores. restaurants for consumers to shop, buy and eat. This is why WHO AM I is not an easy question or answer. It only becomes easier when one ‘submits’ to truth and the Higher power of Creation. It is like a pilot who passengers board the flight in trust never meeting or even seeing is anyone flying this aeroplane. It could be a computer and soon there will be driverless aeroplanes and vehicles, so this is not meaningless or far-fetched. The point is as humans we trust so many other persons or things but are quick to doubt or deny YHWH Creator God, why? I do not apologize for repeatedly referring to YHWH GOD as the only solution, for I know no other Creator or truth that works. This is above government, religion, denomination, education, lifestyle, worth or other.

If you truly want to discover Who Am I? YHWH GOD is the only one who can answer. The reason’s for this yes plural…there are many reasons one is Jeremiah 29:1 He has your plans in His mind and hands. He also created you and even if you ‘choose’ to disbelieve it, does not change the truth or outcome. Discovering Who Am I? Is always denial of self in exchange for His will, faith, love and divine promises. Who Am I? Is the Creator’s grandest, master plan for your life which is always bigger than world or things of world. Why? It is always eternal. It is also always Heaven to Earth. Even His Kingdom is within [Luke 17:21]

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. [Colossians 3:2 KJV]

Even a murderer or drug addict if he or she takes the time to meditate, pray and ask the Creator YHWH GOD for help and divine intervention he or she will receive help. This is why YHWH GOD is judge, not people as He knows the true intentions of the heart and eternal plans for us all.

Conclusion

Indeed, the above is just food for thought and there is more to Who Am I? If you really would like to discover Who Am I? And you need someone to coach you make contact. CyberRev does workshops and one-to-one coaching online or in-person. It is inadvisable to journey Who Am I if you are under any medication or you suffer from mental problems. One should always consult with your Doctor or medical professional before soul-searching deeply or heavily on the mind.

Power of Suffering

Power of Suffering unless we all suffer or experience pain and gain there is no profit, education or joy. Yet, most people when they teach or hear the word suffering or pain to gain the first thing they want to do is hide, ignore or run. Even with the Bible most people do not like reading it for pain to gain or the deep parables, trials, laws or sufferings taught. But pain or suffering like studying, training, mining or trials is where your testimony, treasure or gold is stored.

Have you ever seen or known an athlete to be chosen for the national or Olympics team and never suffered training in pain to gain and become fit, in shape or perform their best?  How about studying for a professional exam without going through the preliminary educational process from Kindergarten to College or University? In the bible all is pain and gain like anything else worth fighting or living for.

SUFFERING IS ALWAYS REWARDING

Suffering is pain and gain that always leads to a reward.  If you think about it, we were all born into this world through pain and suffering resulting in smiles, joy, failure, pain and reward even for a day or year. Your Mother carried you around for about 40 weeks almost one year. That is a long-time to be carrying anything around in your stomach and then you have to work, breathe and push that grown child out of pain of womb, which is suffering unto joy in action. This is proof pain and gain or suffering is rewarding! Even if it results in loss or termination the TRUTH is you cannot say it did not make you, your marriage or partner stronger.

Most trials, failures, risks and disappointments in life have made us wiser and stronger. Even if we take it negatively and become bitter or angry over time, one will learn unless we exercise pain and gain or forgive and forget we do more damage within. This is probably the reason why we go through or need such tests. This may sound weird but just think, pain and gain or suffering is testimonial PROOF of your faith, focus, belief, trust, mental, spiritual and intellectual mindset. If you say “I Hate Suffering” or “Why does God allow Suffering?” The answer to that is without suffering, how would you or God know who is faithful, loving, responsible, good or evil and can you or God trust what is being said and done? I would go as far as saying most relationships and marriages fail because they are NOT prepared to suffer together even though in marriage they have both vowed before GOD: “For better or worse.” Is God deaf or blind? No.

If a man vows a vow to the Lord, or swears an oath to bind himself by a pledge, he shall not break his word. He shall do according to all that proceeds out of his mouth. – Numbers 30:2

How many times throughout your life have you heard the words: “I Love You” and they still left you for another man or woman or cursed your name or heart to the ground? Yet still you have learned within and grown stronger and wiser to live alone or more secure in a relationship.

Even when YHWH GOD tries you pain and gain like JOB in the Bible beyond your wildest dreams, still count it all JOY. Indeed, it may not look or feel like JOY but watch and see it result in JOY if you relax, sit, chill, humble yourself and give praise to the Creator who has all power in Heaven and Earth and can heal and reward all people and living things. All tests are for reasons of deciding how focus, serious or determined we really are within. I remember due to not attending University until a mature student and not sitting an exam in ten years I failed six exams in my 1st year of university. Yet, I pain and gain, prayed and endured and went on to complete my Degree with Hon’s. What I learned was anyone can past the pain and gain test if they try to understand why they are failing or keep resitting the same tests, failures, trials, results or exams in life.

To be honest, I have always hated tests, exams and questionnaires even to this day. I love to type not write and be as genius and creative as possible. I think and believe limitless!  YHWH GOD has tested, loved and taught me more than any human I have met. I have learned in this life that world intelligence is a myth. The only intelligence worth studying and passing is ‘spiritual‘ biblical lessons of eternal Kingdom life within. [Luke 17:21]

If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. – James 1:5

Do You Teach Your Child or Children God Within?

The biggest deposit of life and treasure is to teach your child about good, love and God within. This is not religious or denominational. This is not merely taking them to a religious or denominational church and hoping the sermon or sermons even after years will make your child wise. In fact, real CHURCH is the Kingdom within [Luke 17:21]. So, if you want to educate and train up your child or teen in the right way NOT of world [1 John 2: 15-17] but of YHWH GOD within, one has to begin with sitting and reading His Word from Genesis to Revelation slowly…with focus and intent on eating every Word like daily bread.

My Mother is a devoted, praying Sabbath keeping Christian Woman. I grew up as child in the Adventist Church. I know what it is like to play football, get selected for the school Team and when matches were playing on Saturday I had to tell the Football Coach: “I cannot play I go to Church” As a Teen every interview I attended I would openly declare: “I don’t work Saturday’s I go to Church” No, don’t feel sorry for me. I have NEVER found it to be a disadvantage. In fact, my resume even today stands strong and has PLC and blue-chip companies to boast of YHWH GOD. I can also testify and say when I rebelled and conducted business on the Sabbath I lost everything. Teach your child that world is futile, weak and temporary and the Kingdom of YHWH within is eternal and generously, supernaturally rewarding.

In conclusion, without pain and gain or suffering how will one know what they or YHWH GOD can do? Yes, pain and gain or suffering is hard, long and oftentimes lonely. Yet it is in those lonely times you get the closest and most of YHWH GOD direct. Not even my Dear Mother who has walked side-by-side with me even into adulthood understands like Mary watching her Son the Christ being hung on the Cross was not death but eternal life for all. In fact, His suffering and our spiritual suffering is guaranteed power over death, world and things of this world.

YHWH GOD has a master plan for each and every one of His Children. If you are not a child of YHWH GOD within you are automatically a child of evil. There are no other choices given unto mankind. I pray and hope that as you endure sufferings of this world you will SMILE at every storm and hold onto the eternal Word, promises and universal love of YHWH GOD within.

In His Service,

CyberRev.

Obeying God or YHWH

Obeying God or YHWH is a daily continuing process like Jacobs Ladder until one reaches Heaven within. So for anyone to claim they are SAVED is a myth and religious or denominational false teaching.

Further, how can anyone be SAVED when like Abraham, Moses, Esther or Ruth, one has not yet completed or finished their earthly or spiritual walk or destiny? This is why we all need His faith, joy, love, peace, laws, grace, mercy, hope, obedience, Holy Spirit and commandments daily to enter those 12 pearly gates. It is possbile, if we are living obediently then one can claim they are SAVED according to His divine promises and Word. But we cannot claim anything of value of self or world. Are you obedient to YHWH GOD? What is obedience? How obedient is obedience? How about EVERY WORD that proceedeth out of the mouth of YHWH GOD through His Holy Spirit or his biblical prophets?

Are you a religious, denominational or obedient Christian?

One cannot claim to be SAVED or a Christian if one is not obedient unto YHWH GOD and His Word within daily. Yes, all have sinned and come short of His glory this is why like Adam & Eve we all need to rid our minds of sin, world, evil and carnality and get back to YHWH God alone within.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. – Psalms 23:4

One may be saying: ‘But how? ‘

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is NOT in him. – [1 John 2:15-17]

Even most clergy, pastors and preachers will struggle daily with the above biblical text. So one cannot be saved unless they fulfill all of the above. If you argue Jesus paid for our sins and washed them all away then that goes for every drug-dealer, pimp, murderer or thief imprisoned or on death row and there would be no evil or Hell of now or Revelation. What Christ Yahshuah did on the Cross was demonstrate to mankind that by faith, obedience, love and trust of YHWH Most High through His Holy Spirit WITHIN one can overcome world, sin, evil and even death.

We are all different and called differently to fulfill His purpose for our created lives. Your walk is not my walk, your trials are not my trials, your sins are not my sins and your faith is not my faith and likewise. The only thing EVERY believer shares is ONE YHWH GOD and Holy Spirit to spirit in and through us all. So we all have access to His universal power, love, Kingdom and abundance which is 100% spiritual of the now until the Earth and world be renewed. It is possible for one to listen and obey YHWH GOD within [Luke 17:21] and also be religious or denominational. The only thing is YHWH GOD of His voice and daily instructions would ultimately eliminate the need for being ‘religious or denominational‘ with more a need and desire for being  obedient and spiritual to His voice and Holy Word within.

No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. – Matthew 6:24

Being obedient to YHWH GOD requires one’s entire mind, soul, spirit and body. This is why the bible states: YE ARE THE TEMPLE OF THE LIVING GOD [1 Corinthians 3:16] I believe, religion and denominations have created more chaos and erroneous interpretations and preaching than good. It took me over 30 years to discover YHWH GOD could actually speak, talk and direct for himself WITHIN. No one told me like ELI to Samuel the Kingdom of YHWH GOD is within [Luke 17:21]. I always thought from a religious and denominational point of view, I needed to go to a physical building to experience God and His Church. I now know that YHWH GOD and His Holy Spirit comforter is ever-present within and around 24/7. Yes it is always good to socialize and gather but Church as His Kingdom is within. So the gathering from a Sabbath or Sunday religious or denominational point of view is largely to assemble in honour of His Holy Day which for some it’s the 7th day and others the 1st day. This is another post.

Obedience is listening to YHWH GOD always within

As you can see obedience to YHWH GOD like anything else is not easy. This is why the best person and source is hearing from YHWH GOD himself of His Word and voice within. This is what ELI, Moses, Job, Abraham and all the prophets of the Bible have done. Most religions & denominations have manufactured and candy wrapped their own bibles, stories, religions, denominations and versions of what they want to preach and believe of the Bible, Word and commandments or no commandments of YHWH God.

I can assure you YHWH GOD will only direct anyone to His Word, laws and commandments. He will also eventually drive out religion & denomination. He has to in-order to achieve ONE GOD with no idols or interpretations of His Word. This is why He gave us all His Holy Spirit as the comforter.

YHWH GOD does NOT demand we work out our lives and destiny. This is why He invites us to trust and obey His Word within. Once we apply daily His Word and seek His face then we are transformed by faith, belief, mercy, forgiveness and love within.  Below is a great sermon on this topic Obeying God by Dr Charles Stanley.

In His Service,

CyberRev.